Sunday, December 14, 2014

Trans Eunhyuk's solo

@allrisesilver:
팔다리 묶인 채 비명을 토해내
진실은 숨긴 채 차가운 거짓말도 익숙해
소름끼치는 미소로 일관해
착한척 코스프레 뭘 더이상 말하고 싶지않아 숙이고 침묵해
모두가 죽었던가 쓰레기말고 거짓이 되라는 말을 듣는 나도 어차피 가식
한결같던 꿈까지 다 망가트리고선 무슨 초심 변한건 니들이면서 도대체 나한테 뭘 더 바라는지

의식, 침묵에 지고 진흙에 꽃이 피고 
어둠에 불을 켜고 걷고있어 어깬 펴고 절대 지지않아 더 밀어 봐라 여긴 미로아냐 mirror 더러운 손들을 치워 
니 마지막 자리는 키보드위 내 등뒤엔 날믿는 친구들이
평생을 그렇게 살아봐 처절한 핑계는 아무도 관심없지
뭘 그리 뚫어져라 쳐다봐 불쌍해! 그런다고 여기서 내가 나가나봐 
거기 숨어서 계속해서 미친듯이 짖어봐! 내 길을 걸을테니 꽁무니나 따라와라 
어디까지 가는지나 두눈으로 똑똑히봐 
팔다리 묶인채 비명을 토해내 진실은 숨긴채 차가운 거짓말도 익숙해...

Trans @allrisesilver:
With arms and legs tied, I cough up a scream. With the truth hidden, even cold lies are familiar. All with the same chilling smiles, pretending to be kind cosplay. Don't want to say anything anymore. Bow and stay silent.Were everyone dead? I, listening to words like 'don't become trash, become a lie', am also fake. (You) destroyed what used to be an unchanging dream, but what? The one who's changed is you guys, what more do you want from me. Being aware, losing to the silence; a flower bloom in the mud; Turned on the light in the darkness and I'm walking with my shoulders straight. I won't ever lose. Try pushing me more. This isn't a maze, mirror. Put away those dirty hands. Your last place is on the keyboard; behind my back are friends who trust me. Try living like that forever. Nobody cares about desperate excuses. Why do you look at me so hard like that? Pitiful! Watch and see if I get out of here (because of you). Keep hiding there and continue to bark like crazy! I will walk my path, just follow my tail. See clearly with (your) two eyes how far I go. With arms and legs tied, I cough up a scream. With the truth hidden, even cold lies are familiar...

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